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04 June 2009 @ 11:54 pm
So much going on, I had to use bullet points  

  • David Carradine passed away. I'll miss him. He was one of the few actors I liked enough to notice.

  • God works in strange ways.

  • I am so far behind that I can't see the tunnel, much less the light at the end of it. And yet, people keep asking me to do things for them. Is it because I'm just that good with advice and insight and help, or is it because everyone knows I never say no?

  • My innards are staging an insurrection. No longer content with the brain running the body, my guts have decided they are now in charge. My intestines are winning the war.

  • There is a cosmic conspiracy to prevent me from sleeping in during 2009. I have to help take the dogs to a 9AM vet appointment on Saturday morning. The morning after gaming, no less.

  • I have yet to do set up the new computer, aside from a few very basic windows tweaks. This annoys me.

  • I have a lot I want to say, but I can't afford to take the time to say it.

  • I am so tired I can barely focus on anything.

  • Did I mention my guts hate me?

  • I'm teaching this weekend, and am hardly prepared.

  • If I'm not able to start getting caught up, I'm afraid I'll drop the ball at work. I can't afford that. Especially not right now. Why can't (some) of my co-workers do their fucking jobs instead of being lazy? Be lazy at home. Don't dick me out of my best chance to do something awesome as a career because you can't bother with paying attention to the details of your job.

  • musuko will be in town soon. This fills me with glee.

  • Really? My guts can stop with the rebellion now. They win! I promise I won't feed them food I don't know anymore! No matter how mad it makes the people I hang out with and around.

  • The things that annoyed me in high school still annoy me. Cliques, bullies, enforced social standards with no use, no purpose aside from sucking money, and no real form and fucntion (fashion, TV, etc) still piss the hell out of me. Does that mean I was on to something as a teenager, or I haven't managed to grow up yet?

  • I need a vacation away from everyone I talk to in person.

 
 
Mood: overwhelmed
Music: Breaking Benjamin - Had Enough
 
 
 
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Tillypointytilly on June 5th, 2009 06:25 am (UTC)
I really wonder if it's some kind of bug going around, because my intestines are staging a very similar rebellion. If you don't have a heating pad, they're a worthy investment. And they smell nice, like warm plastic. Mmm.

And yes, you are good at advice.
Jayiin Mistayajayiin on June 6th, 2009 04:41 pm (UTC)
I'm pretty sure it's stress + virus + fibro = insurrection. Heating pads are wondrous things.

...good to know I'm good at advice, because I've sure been dishing a lot of it out lately.
illidanstrillidanstr on June 5th, 2009 07:13 am (UTC)
Hm. I've always been told that my roster of experiences lacks something important because I was homeschooled. Now, I'm fairly certain it does, and I miss some of it; most of the rest, however, can stay far far away and good riddance.
Jayiin Mistayajayiin on June 6th, 2009 04:42 pm (UTC)
High school had both good and bad. More bad than good in my case. There was lots of good and little bad for others.

I think, really, the experience is what you make of it. I was in a bad place in high school, so I didn't make nearly as much of it as I should or could have.

Julieaggiebell90 on June 5th, 2009 11:16 am (UTC)
God works in strange ways.

*looks at the two children we weren't "supposed" to have*

Yes, he does. :) It's pretty awesome, when you think about it, isn't it?

I haven't really slept in since...forever (unless I've been sick). At least, not in any real way. I'm almost always awake by 6:15, even when I stay up until 2 in the morning reading/writing.

There's a stomach thing going around here, I think, so y'all may have the same thing over there. I hope you feel better soon!
Jayiin Mistayajayiin on June 6th, 2009 04:43 pm (UTC)
It is very awesome when you think about it. I try to remember God is in control and try to see Him in all the little things that work out better than expected, or even the bad/frustrating things that shift circumstances certain directions.

I'm starting to feel better. I think some of it is stress and I think I had a virus.
flyfenarioflyfenario on June 5th, 2009 05:50 pm (UTC)
Bullet points? You are leading a dangerous life :) I say to your gut "Give Jayiin a break!!!" Not cool when your body is in rebellion!! I hope that things settle down soon!
Jayiin Mistayajayiin on June 6th, 2009 04:43 pm (UTC)
Things are starting to settle down and will get better as I start to work through the pile of stuff I have to do.
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